Island of Lions and The Element of Evilness

Haven't written in a LONG time. At least, that's the way it feels. Nine days away from being a month. It's not that I was super busy, but that I didn't have anything to write about. Valentines day was pretty boring, even though I got candy, and everything else has just fallen into my 'usual boring life' file. Today is a day off from school, so I decided I would write something. Goodness. So here I am.

In the last paragraph, I wrote the word Goodness at the end. This brought up an entirely random subject I have always wondered about. Why when something crazy happens, people always say "Oh my goodness!" (actually now it's more of swearing now, but just go along with this) instead of "Oh my evilness!"? Evilness sounds more cliche, but only because it's never used. "Oh my Goodness!" Is like saying something about how good you are when something really bad happens. It doesn't match. "Oh, my Evilness!"

I have a lot of hair. It can be really annoying sometimes. It looks like a lion mane when it's not straightened (which I don't do anymore), and it's even red like one. Yes, I have red hair. It's a pain. A huge pain. Sometimes I like it, but most of the time it's just a pain. Of course, it's not as much of a pain as some peoples. I sure Afro's are a lot harder to take care of, Though mine is close to one. I guess that's enough complaining for today. Just on my blog, though. I'm gonna complain later to my mom to buy me chocolate. I need some NOW. Obviously, since I'm going off in a really random streak. It can get a little scary sometimes.

I guess I have to sneak in a bit of music. I'll write about FTIsland today. I actually found them before CNBlue, but wrote about them first. FTIsland is another Korean boy band that I like. I don't know any of their names or anything like that, but I like some of their music. I discovered them through a blog called shoujo girl's blog (link at right in list). In her playlist, of course. Of FTIslands music I like  I Hope (I also like the slow version, link at bottom also), Love Love Love, Hello Hello, Flower Rock, and Like The Birds.  All these links are also at the bottom of the page in my 'Music I listen too?:' list, below my playlist. Check them out!

Here's a poem:

Inside Of Elements
by Whatomic(me)

Inside of Fire,
undetermined passion boils.
Lighter and darker waves of flame,
paints it's time through coils.

Inside of Wind,
The freedom of inspiration.
fighting it's way to fly,
a sky of exhilaration.

Inside of Water,
emotion runs it's way to motions.
Searching on for an answer,
battling all other notions.

Inside of Earth,
the origin of life begins.
An incomplete truth unaltered,
found again in our kins.

Outside of Elements,
There lies the life of all.
Exactly where I belong,
Since I can hear your call.

Sky Life Serenade's

Sky

There is no place I am in. The place is always there. Instead of a place I look back to with hurt for having to leave, I instead am always there. There is only me, yet three of me. One is here. One is somewhere else I have yet to reach, and one is far behind. There are no beginnings except for the ones I choose. There is never an end. Here I am truly free, yet bounded firm. Here is the truth of everything, but not all of it. The small dots of hope are shining out. Forever and ever, distant and near. Above I am one with everything. Again.

1/27/12 Fri. Simple Life

I am still here,

covered by many scars,

however, I'm here,

gazing at a star.

Do you believe me?

I am alive,

Still with an end, but,

my fingers are five.

(Today) Love Letters of Life

If I am gone tomorrow,

would you still remain?

In these letters, long ago,

words were soaked in rain.

My irrelevant alarm clock,

wakes me from a dream about you.

Even my unconscious can't forget,

all that lovey-dovey goo.

Let's go for a walk!,

out into the city with a dog.

I need to get this stress released,

Before I seep into this fog.

Hey, If you were gone today,

would I still remain?

That beautiful laughter-like sunshine,

and light that won't refrain.

Life is always like this,

with places where more people are,

I feel normally blue-like bored,

and step into a universe somewhere far.

Why am I writing you again?

I have no reason, but I can't stop,

Not yet, and maybe never,

until my hand goes flop.

* "Love Letter's of Life" Written to Suga Shikao's August Serenade. (It's also in my playlist #40)

* Photo's from Google

* The sky image write was for a Creative writing class, but I liked it, so I posted it.

* All writing by me.

Blue Roller-Skating Wallflowers

I haven't written in a while...... nothing much has been happening. So boring. Hate School! Ugh!

I've been having weird day-dreams lately. You know when you're just sitting there, listening to your favorite song, and your mind starts to fantasize? That's what has been happening to me all week. Maybe because I'm just really bored and exhausted with everything life has to offer right now. Anyways, I'll tell you one of them(be prepared for cliche-ness!). Here we go:

(I'm gonna leave out the embarrassing bits): I'm at a school dance in the polka-dotted, cute dress I never wear because I'm a chicken. I have pig-tails! I, obviously am a wall-flower and am sitting with my front to the back of a chair, staring outside as it starts to get sun-setty pinky. I'm bored. Too bored. I get up and move out into the deserted halls to where my locker is. I open my locker, and get out(guess what?) roller-skates. Fun! Then I roller skate down the deserted halls to C.N. Blue. Ahhhhh, paradise. -? What the heck?

I shall tell you about C.N. Blue. They are too cool for youuuuuuuu! Yeah, they are super cool. And make me scream in happiness. And then I die from awesomeness. Overreaction. They are a Korean boy band who sing lovely songs. I think my favorite is Love Girl, then I'm a Loner, Love, Love Revolution, I Will Forget you, and last but not least: You've Fallen For Me. The song 'You've fallen for me' is a song from a Korean t.v. show called Heartstrings (so is 'I will forget you'), featuring the main guy actor as Jung Yong Hwa, who is is a guy in C.N. Blue! The show is awesome. Click on the link for 'You've fallen for me' and you'll find a small little music video trailer thingy for it. Yeah!

Roller-skating Wallflower
by me

Sitting on a hard chair,
yearning uncomfortably for you.
others twirl and swirl around,
while my butt is turning blue.

I'm bored half-to-death here,
Doing nothing at all.
If no one will ask, well
I won't pretend to be a doll.

I'm a weirdo, so fine,
Here I get up and go.
Out of the door, into the hall,
finding my own sort of flow.

To my favorite song I glide,
On skates that have me fly.
I'm all alone, and yet,
this joy is not a lie.

*As you might have guessed, this was about my cliche day-dream. This poem isn't as good as some of my others, but it was fun to write.