Sky Life Serenade's

Sky

There is no place I am in. The place is always there. Instead of a place I look back to with hurt for having to leave, I instead am always there. There is only me, yet three of me. One is here. One is somewhere else I have yet to reach, and one is far behind. There are no beginnings except for the ones I choose. There is never an end. Here I am truly free, yet bounded firm. Here is the truth of everything, but not all of it. The small dots of hope are shining out. Forever and ever, distant and near. Above I am one with everything. Again.

1/27/12 Fri. Simple Life

I am still here,

covered by many scars,

however, I'm here,

gazing at a star.

Do you believe me?

I am alive,

Still with an end, but,

my fingers are five.

(Today) Love Letters of Life

If I am gone tomorrow,

would you still remain?

In these letters, long ago,

words were soaked in rain.

My irrelevant alarm clock,

wakes me from a dream about you.

Even my unconscious can't forget,

all that lovey-dovey goo.

Let's go for a walk!,

out into the city with a dog.

I need to get this stress released,

Before I seep into this fog.

Hey, If you were gone today,

would I still remain?

That beautiful laughter-like sunshine,

and light that won't refrain.

Life is always like this,

with places where more people are,

I feel normally blue-like bored,

and step into a universe somewhere far.

Why am I writing you again?

I have no reason, but I can't stop,

Not yet, and maybe never,

until my hand goes flop.

* "Love Letter's of Life" Written to Suga Shikao's August Serenade. (It's also in my playlist #40)

* Photo's from Google

* The sky image write was for a Creative writing class, but I liked it, so I posted it.

* All writing by me.

Blue Roller-Skating Wallflowers

I haven't written in a while...... nothing much has been happening. So boring. Hate School! Ugh!

I've been having weird day-dreams lately. You know when you're just sitting there, listening to your favorite song, and your mind starts to fantasize? That's what has been happening to me all week. Maybe because I'm just really bored and exhausted with everything life has to offer right now. Anyways, I'll tell you one of them(be prepared for cliche-ness!). Here we go:

(I'm gonna leave out the embarrassing bits): I'm at a school dance in the polka-dotted, cute dress I never wear because I'm a chicken. I have pig-tails! I, obviously am a wall-flower and am sitting with my front to the back of a chair, staring outside as it starts to get sun-setty pinky. I'm bored. Too bored. I get up and move out into the deserted halls to where my locker is. I open my locker, and get out(guess what?) roller-skates. Fun! Then I roller skate down the deserted halls to C.N. Blue. Ahhhhh, paradise. -? What the heck?

I shall tell you about C.N. Blue. They are too cool for youuuuuuuu! Yeah, they are super cool. And make me scream in happiness. And then I die from awesomeness. Overreaction. They are a Korean boy band who sing lovely songs. I think my favorite is Love Girl, then I'm a Loner, Love, Love Revolution, I Will Forget you, and last but not least: You've Fallen For Me. The song 'You've fallen for me' is a song from a Korean t.v. show called Heartstrings (so is 'I will forget you'), featuring the main guy actor as Jung Yong Hwa, who is is a guy in C.N. Blue! The show is awesome. Click on the link for 'You've fallen for me' and you'll find a small little music video trailer thingy for it. Yeah!

Roller-skating Wallflower
by me

Sitting on a hard chair,
yearning uncomfortably for you.
others twirl and swirl around,
while my butt is turning blue.

I'm bored half-to-death here,
Doing nothing at all.
If no one will ask, well
I won't pretend to be a doll.

I'm a weirdo, so fine,
Here I get up and go.
Out of the door, into the hall,
finding my own sort of flow.

To my favorite song I glide,
On skates that have me fly.
I'm all alone, and yet,
this joy is not a lie.

*As you might have guessed, this was about my cliche day-dream. This poem isn't as good as some of my others, but it was fun to write.

Only to Find You

 *written to this song: Heartstrings ost- What do you want me to do. Watch the drama if you have a chance. This poem is about me and the person I have never met.

Only to Find You
 by me 1/15/12

Here is my pen,
Here is my heart.
keeping me awake,
I never want to part.

I don't know you,
But I will know you someday.
Stirring in my sleep,
I remember what you say.

I guess I always knew,
that you're made of imagination.
Only mine,
Waiting at a lonely station.

I will find you,
These letters I've always written.
Will they reach you so far away?
My hope is bitten.

I will go on living,
only to love you.
And if  I can't find you,
I will search until I do.